At age 50 I discovered that I had become a diabetic.
I didn't really realize what it meant to be a diabetic, only that my blood sugar level was "higher than the norm".
What I understand from the underpinnings of many subsequent consultations and conversations with my endocrinologist, is that once a diabetic, always a diabetic. My goal should be to control the blood sugar levels from reaching extreme highs. Yet in the course of D-days ( diabetic, that is), as I struggle to maintain some form of equilibrium, it can happen that blood sugar levels can drop precariously low as well.... So perhaps the right way to phrase it is that my goal should be to control the blood sugar levels from reaching extremes, highs or lows, period.
Sigh, the horror stories of severe diabetes. From possible blindness to amputation due to gangrene and cuts that wouldn't heal, from renal failure to kidney transplants to death due to multiple organ failure and cardiac arrest....
Sigh, the paradox of diabetes. Weight gain...is it a symptom or a result of the condition?